Am I A Fool?
Would it make me a fool?
If i told you I love you?
Would you feel the same too?
If I told you I care?

Sometimes, it's feels as though I'm alone
But I know your there for me
Even if you don't come
I know theres a reason
You love me more than me

Would it make me a fool?
If I told you your my best friend
Would you feel the same?
If i called you amazing?

Your face its permanently fixed in my mind
Your voice it resounds in my head
Your smile it makes me warm
Your love it makes me whole

Would it make me a fool?
If I told you I love you?
Would you feel the same too?
If I said I'd always be there..

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WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN
As I hold you close.
I feel all the emotions rush back.
I feel this is how its supposed to be.
But you would never let that be.
You were always so stubborn.
Guess that was just you.

You say that you love me.
But I know you don't.
I know I love you.
But I hate you as well.
Well I guess you just hate me.
Its just as well.
You've sent me to this hell.

I guess this is the last time.
The last time we'll speak.
Because I cant see the point of life.
I feel so week.
Your love was the only thing supporting me.
And now its gone I begin to crumble.
So goodbye my friend or I thought you were.
Well it doesn't seem to matter.

Now its time for me to go.....

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I see it in your eyes
I see it in the skies
The love that burns so bright
The everlasting light

I see your lustful gaze
Each and everyday
I wake up next to you
As I have always wanted to

Black hair falling upon shoulders
Like water flowing over boulders
I love you know
I love you then
And I will love you forver until the end

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My diary of today

Today I fell
You were there to catch me
I drowned in the addiction
You where there to save me

If you wern't in my life
What would I ever do?
I would trip
I would drown

You save me every day
You bring my soul back to light
Just with that simple smile
And asking if Im alright

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I'll never reach her

Shes beautiful
But caught up in a Novel
Shes escaping me
Its like magic in the air

Shes the one I can feel it my heart
But it aches and it pain I cannot bear
What should I do should I run form this pain
Or seek the prize at the end of the road?

When I say I love you
I mean it more than you know
Just to say I love you
I'd write it deep in the snow

I could be her guardian
Her angel, Her saviour
But first she has to open up
Tear all the pages

As I write this I do not think
I just put pen to paper
and speak through the ink

When I say I love you
I mean it more than you know
Just to say I love you
I'd write it deep in the snow

You may know this is about you
Or you may have no clue
But all im trying to say
Is that I love you

When I say I love you
I mean it more than you know
And I say I love you
Because I thought you should know!

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Pit of Lonleyness

Bombs
Guns
Friendly fire
In the cave of my desire

My friends are firing on my soul
The one I love has bombed this whole

Suddenly I awake from the nightmare
Only to the sounds of gun fire

In dream and reality
I am being killed
My love for her is just too real
I am falling down in my own demise
I break when I look into her eyes

The broken pieces of my mind
The bright white light has turned me blind

Does anyone know just what to do
When the one you love does not love you?

My heart is being torn
My head is all a whirl
I tumble down my stairs of tears
At the bottom lay my deepest fears

This well has snakes that hiss and spit
My own friends threw me down into this pit

That darkness seems almost to speak
I struggle to stand as my knees grow weak

What am I do to?
Theres too many roads to choose
If I choose this one today
Will I regret not choosing a diffent way?

The water floods above my head
As I awake safe in my bed

Was this all just another dream?
Or was it exactly how it seemed?